I don't really know whats wrong, honestly. I thought I was just in an art slump because I haven't been able to finish anything I have started recently..but when you add in the regular headaches I've been getting, and overall blahness of how I've been feeling lately..I dunno..
I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that Derek (Blazer-Flamewing
) left to go back to Canada recently..and I've gotten bored/depressed because now, with him gone, I've nothing to do but sit in front of the computer all day and talk with him..browsing online.. looking, hoping for something to do but not wanting to do anything at all..which has in turn caused me to not be motivated to finish any of the art I've started (I have plenty of inspiration to start things...I just cant finish them..), which has caused me to be frustrated, and now I'm in this general blah/down feeling. Oh and on top of that? I've got my dad being well..dad. Yelling, complaining about every single little thing, calling names, blaming, and never letting me speak..as always. It sucks. :<
And then today I had to go and take the Praxis I test, which is basically a test teachers have to take to check if they're competent enough to teach lol. So yeah I had to sit through this 4 hour test, part of which was to write an essay in 30 minutes and I am not happy with how it came out, I barely had time to write it..I couldn't even go back over it to check my spelling/grammar. And now I've this raging headache..blah.
I can't wait to get back to college..things will be much happier there.
I'm sorry guys, I will get those sketches done..I just need to get over this first..
Oh, and I updated my commission info. You can see the new prices/information to the right of the journal page, or on my front page. Just thought I'd give you a heads up. Thanks!