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August 11, 2010



Feeling down

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 11, 2010, 10:55 PM


Hey guys~

I don't really know whats wrong, honestly. I thought I was just in an art slump because I haven't been able to finish anything I have started recently..but when you add in the regular headaches I've been getting, and overall blahness of how I've been feeling lately..I dunno..

I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that Derek (Blazer-Flamewing) left to go back to Canada recently..and I've gotten bored/depressed because now, with him gone, I've nothing to do but sit in front of the computer all day and talk with him..browsing online.. looking, hoping for something to do but not wanting to do anything at all..which has in turn caused me to not be motivated to finish any of the art I've started (I have plenty of inspiration to start things...I just cant finish them..), which has caused me to be frustrated, and now I'm in this general blah/down feeling. Oh and on top of that? I've got my dad being Yelling, complaining about every single little thing, calling names, blaming, and never letting me always. It sucks. :<

And then today I had to go and take the Praxis I test, which is basically a test teachers have to take to check if they're competent enough to teach lol. So yeah I had to sit through this 4 hour test, part of which was to write an essay in 30 minutes and I am not happy with how it came out, I barely had time to write it..I couldn't even go back over it to check my spelling/grammar. And now I've this raging headache..blah.

I can't wait to get back to college..things will be much happier there.

I'm sorry guys, I will get those sketches done..I just need to get over this first..



Oh, and I updated my commission info. You can see the new prices/information to the right of the journal page, or on my front page. Just thought I'd give you a heads up. Thanks!

Owed Art<3

YouTube page to watch the time lapsed videos:…
These are the amazing people who have helped me out soo much <3 thank you guys!

1. LhuneArt <333
2. Ixal <333


Commission info can be found both on my profile page and on my journal page! please go take a look C:

1. azadein - Siluna Mirrorwing - paid

Sketch Commissions
1-20. Done
21. Ixal - girl in armour
22. spooky-pookie-sue - [donated by Ixal]
23. MischievousPooka - [donated by Ixal]
24. Rith-Shadowbane - [donated by Ixal]
25. Superdemon-Inuyasha - [donated by Ixal]
26. Sirfy - [donated by Ixal]
27. SilvaDragoness - [donated by Ixal]
28. Gweakles - [donated by Ixal]
29. LacedDog - [donated by Ixal]
30. Paxilon - Veno

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Brendavid Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2010  Student Digital Artist
good luck :)
i've been having trouble drawing too, I need to get my crap together soon.
Xeraki Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional General Artist
Lets both get our "crap" back together xDD
Brendavid Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2010  Student Digital Artist
sounds like a plan :dummy:
jwindjackal Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010
Sorry you haven't been feeling the best, I know what that can be like sometime :hug: feel better soon kay?
Xeraki Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional General Artist
I am trying, believe me :hug: thank you :heart:
belken117 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010
Aww Xeraki! :hug: I understand how your doing, I feel the same way many times, tho I had a friendship that got really messed up. So bored, I mostly sit here on this computer and, chat with very few friends, it sucks, even when they are so busy.
Xeraki Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional General Artist
I usually only talk with Derek, but I know what you mean.
belken117 Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010
Ah, ok.
Kezrek Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
:hug: :heart: Hope things get better~

I definitely feel ya about college. I think it's because you're around people your own age, in your own generation, who share similar interests. When do you go back?
Xeraki Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional General Artist
:hug: thank you <3

I go back this Saturday, I cant wait :3 Not only am I around friends and inspiring people, I get a breather from my family for a while haha x'D life can get a little stressful around them sometimes x'D
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